I wanted to consolidate my blogs a bit. I had posted a bunch of these elsewhere and thought this quiet time would be a good time to retrieve these posts. I wrote this one after I ran the Chicago Marathon in 2006. I'll probably be redeploying early next year, which may come too soon or not soon enough depending on what day you talk to me...
Saturday morning came a lot faster than I expected. It was starting to hit me that in two days I would be doing something that few people can say they've done in their lives, run a marathon. The excitement was building, 18 weeks of training for one day of glory. I had two things on my mind don't walk and finish strong. Our flight that morning was around 11 AM, to arrive in Chicago at around noon. I got the call that morning from my friend who'd I'd been training with and who got me into this mess. He said he'd be at my place around 930 and we'd head for Waffle House for breakfast, the food for marathon champions…
Even at Waffle House there were reminders of the hell we'd be putting ourselves through. A couple eating with their daughter, the dad wearing a Spirit of Saint Louis Marathon shirt and looking like a runner, the daughter, who I thought I recognized from one of the many races I've done in the past few years. We ate our breakfast and headed for the airport. The excitement continued to build. It was a great feeling, a huge accomplishment, but the doubt was still there.
Did I train enough, I hadn't run at all that week, I'd been a little down and hadn't really moved at all. Maybe that was a good thing though, allow my legs a rest.
Maybe it was a bad thing, my legs may have weakened in the time I hadn't done anything but drink and eat poorly. It wasn't far from destroying all the preparation that I've done running up to this event. But I signed up, I paid, I was going and I was running as strong as I could possibly run. I wasn't going to be beaten by myself.
At the airport were more reminders. The guy in the security line with a pair of Brooks tired to his backpack, the girl with her 2005 Chicago Marathon jacket on. The group of guys with their Boston Marathon jackets, the loner with the Marine Corps Marathon shirt on. The powers that be weren't going to allow us to forget what was going to happen tomorrow.
The plane ride was uneventful, one hour of extra sleep that I had missed the week before. Still probably about 9 hours of sleep behind… I'd never been to Chicago, other than wandering through Midway during a lay over, so this was a cool experience. We got off the plane and headed for the L. In line for tickets were at least 50 people, most with running shoes, running jackets and looking all kinds of runner. Amazing, this many people who knew what we'd gone through to get here.
The L took us downtown and we got off, far, far away from where we wanted to be.
After a slight detour and some wrong directional walking we agreed to get a cab. Oh boy a cab ride, my first cab ride in Chicago. I was excited. The cab took us to McCormick Place, where the expo center and packet pickup were. We knew instantly that we were in the right place. No where else in the city did we see people, then around the corner a line of cabs and a mass of people. It looked like the hour prior to a Cardinals game at Busch Stadium.
We walked in to see thousands of people walking through the building, signs led us up to the area where we could get our packets and activate our chips. We jumped in line and got our numbers and chips, met up behind chip activation and headed towards the rear of the expo center to get our goody bag. So many runners, so many companies represented. Shoes, nutrition, clothing, international marathons, national marathons, everything you could imagine was there. It was similar to the facilities for the Spirit of Saint Louis marathon, but on a grander scale.
I'd never imagined seeing this many people in one place, so many people with different backgrounds, different languages, different reasons for being at this race. Some for the love of running, some for a loved one, some just out to run with a spouse, friend or relative.
We got our packets and wandered around for a short period of time, snapped a picture of ourselves in from of the count down timer. 17 hours 44 minutes 55 seconds before race time. We jumped back into another cab and headed for the hotel. We dropped off our stuff and went to lunch, an Italian beef sandwich, French fries and a cup of water. Good thing for that water or else that meal would have been completely bad for me. The grease soaked through the two sheets of wax paper that wrapped up the sandwich. Come to think of it, it soaked through the paper bag it came in. But there was something settling about eating that sandwich, it sort of calmed the nerves.
We finished up with that and headed out to town. My friend showed me around Chicago for a bit, went to Millennium Park and tried to go to the Chicago Institute for Art but it was closing. We decided to go to the ESPN Zone to watch the Cardinals Game. I wasn't going to miss that for anything. To bad we lost. We finished the game and went back to the hotel to get some sleep prior to race time. We did all our prep work, organizing everything, making sure nothing was forgotten and tried to sleep. The adrenaline was still pumping through me, the excitement still running through my mind. I sent one last text message and slept the best I could.
Sunday morning, the day that would be a life changing experience. I tried to take a picture of myself that morning but the light on my camera was too bright, I had to do it with my eyes closed. I debated on taking a shower and decided to because its better to start clean and end up dirty than to start dirty and end up dirtier.
After showering and gathering our things we hit the street. We hailed a cab a block down and it drove us as close as it could before the roads started being closed around the start line. There was a sea of people, what looked like hundreds of thousands, quite possible since there were 40,000 participants and each with an average of 2-3 people with them. It's been a while since I've seen that many people in one spot for the same purpose.
We met up with some friends from Boeing and talked for a while. I ran over to gear check and dropped off my bag before the start. As soon as I got back to the group it was time to break and head for the start. We ran up to where our pace groups were, conveniently behind a fence… We shook hands and split. My friend headed for the 5:30 hour group and I headed for the 4:30 hour group, jumped the fence and I was there. It was like all those videos you see from the Boston Marathon, just a sea of people all facing the same way, waiting for the horn to sound.
Not long after getting to the start line the gun went off. No movement. Clothes started flying, shirts, jackets, pants, plastic bags, ponchos and anything else of excess that wouldn't be needed throughout the race was shed at the start. When in Rome, I thought, so I tossed my long sleeve shirt, thinking it wouldn't be long before we started moving. After doing that I looked up a realized that the start was still a mile away. I was freezing, and I was probably an hour away from running. The wind was brutal, but hey what the hell I'm running the Chicago Marathon!
About 15 minutes after the gun sounded we crossed the start line. The 4:30 group took off, slowly, very slowly, slower than I expected. I told myself that I had to pace them so I wouldn't burn out before the end. It's a marathon, not a sprint. But running at this speed was making me more tired than I would have been if I had gone full speed ahead. After about 5 or 6 miles I removed my pace team number and took off. My heart rate was solid, I was still breathing through my nose, no problems, not even an ounce of pain. Well, 7 down 19 more to go, we'll see how long I can keep his up for.
I kept passing people and ended up seeing some 4 hour people and some 3:55 people. Could they have been just those who miss estimated their times or were they legitimately running that pace? I didn't know, I didn't care, I was running with some fast people. The miles just melted away. The whole route was lined with thousands of people, all cheering. They didn't' care who you were, what you were, they cheered for you. The feeling was amazing, the energy was powerful and it kept me going strong. Again the feeling was unreal, like a dream.
More miles flew by as the people did and as the neighborhoods did. Mile 9, mile 10, mile 11, mile 12, then over the hill I could see the half marathon mark, 2:07 hours. As I ran through I thought, wow, the first place finisher is running through the finish right about now, I'm half way there. Run strong, everyone is watching, there are people at home thinking about you, your brother is tracking your progress. I took my first Gatorade stop just after the half marathon mark. Grab, crimp and slurp, no walking.
More miles, more towns, more cheering people flew by. Little Italy, Spanish Town, Boys Town, China Town, didn't matter, they all cheered, they all encouraged. People lined the bridges, the streets, even the tunnels. I was starting to realize that they didn't care how fast you were running, they cared that you were out there, that you were doing it. I was doing it. I was running my first marathon.
I ran by someone with a sign on their back saying "I beat my brain tumor". Others with shirts saying "I'm running for my brother", "I'm running for the kids", Team in Training ran for Leukemia, everyone had a reason ranging from the love of running to the defeat of cancer.
Mile 18 was time for some Power Gel. Missed the first guy, missed the second guy, finally grabbed one from the third, cappuccino with caffeine, perfect! Rip and squeeze into mouth. Simple instructions were necessary at this point. Oh, more Power gel, grab another. Rip and squeeze, okay one more for the road, any more would slow me down. Gatorade to wash it down, grab, crimp and slurp, keep running. No stopping, no pain, no fear, no thinking.
Mile 20, the wall… there was a wall in fact, it was the wall from Pink Floyd. But where was the glycogen depletion? Where was that pain, that muscle grinding I was told about? Where was the sudden stop? No more questions keep going.
Mile 21, the Final Five, oh my god I have five more miles to go. I couldn't believe it, I had five more miles to go, 18 weeks of training down to less than an hour of running. Still no wall, no pain, no stopping for me, others all around were walking giving me more incentive to keep going.
Mile 22, completely missed the marker.
Mile 23, just a 5K left, just thirty more minutes. Don't quit now, you're so close, don't stop, do it for yourself, do it for everyone watching, just do it. No pain.
Mile 24, what's that? My calf is a tightening up. Quit thinking about it, just run.
Mile 25, I could see the city, could feel the end, could hear the crowds, the excitement, the energy.
800 Meters to go, sprint, go sprint, go, go go
400 Meters, you can do this in less than a minute, dead sprint, no pain! The crowds thickened, the cheering volume increased. What a feeling, what a great feeling! Everyone screaming, bells clanging, different languages, different people, different voices fueling. Everyone was sprinting, even the walkers. Everyone was reenergized. I hadn't ever ran like that after running so far, I didn't think I'd have the energy to go full stride, full cadence, I poured all my heart into that last 400 meters. Well all the heart I had left over after the first 26 miles. I ran through at 4:30 hour gun time, that's 4:15 chip time. I felt great! I couldn't help but smile like a kid at Christmas. It was amazing, more than words can describe.
I've likened it to a drug, now I want more, I want that feeling again. So I've already signed up for another half in November, and I'm going to sign up for the Birmingham Mercedes Marathon in Alabama. There is a possibility that I may sign up for the Vienna Marathon next April or run the Spirit of Saint Louis Full Marathon, I have the itch, I think I have a problem.
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